new moon(暮光之城-新月英文版)-第42部分

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still　e　to　his　house　first；　
looking　for　me。　Maybe；　if　she　found　me　here；　that　would　be　enough　for　her。　
Maybe　she　would　just　leave　
when　she　was　done　with　me。　
So　I　couldn't　run　away。　Even　if　I　could；　where　would　I　go？　To　Renee？　I　
shuddered　at　the　thought　of　
dragging　my　lethal　shadows　into　my　mother's　safe；　sunny　world。　I　would　never　
endanger　her　that　way。　
The　worry　was　eating　a　hole　in　my　stomach。　Soon　I　would　have　matching　
punctures。　
That　night；　Charlie　did　me　another　favor　and　called　Harry　again　to　see　if　the　
Blacks　were　out　of　town。　
Harry　reported　that　Billy　had　attended　the　council　meeting　Wednesday　night；　
and　never　mentioned　
anything　about　leaving。　Charlie　warned　me　not　to　make　a　nuisance　of　myself—
Jacob　would　call　when　he　
got　around　to　it。　
Friday　afternoon；　as　I　drove　home　from　school；　it　hit　me　out　of　the　blue。　
I　wasn't　paying　attention　to　the　familiar　road；　letting　the　sound　of　the　
engine　deaden　my　brain　and　silence　
the　worries；　when　my　subconscious　delivered　a　verdict　it　must　have　been　
working　on　for　some　time　
without　my　knowledge。　
As　soon　as　I　thought　of　it；　I　felt　really　stupid　for　not　seeing　it　sooner。　
Sure。　I'd　had　a　lot　on　my　
mind—revenue…obsessed　vampires；　giant　mutant　wolves；　a　ragged　hole　in　the　
center　of　my　chest—but　
when　I　laid　the　evidence　out；　it　was　embarrassingly　obvious。　
Jacob　avoiding　me。　Charlie　saying　he　looked　strange；　upset。　。　。　。　Billy's　
vague；　unhelpful　answers。　
Holy　crow；　I　knew　exactly　what　was　going　on　with　Jacob。　
It　was　Sam　Uley。　Even　my　nightmares　had　been　trying　to　tell　me　that。　Sam　had　
gotten　to　Jacob。　
Whatever　was　happening　to　the　other　boys　on　the　reservation　had　reached　out　
and　stolen　my　friend。　
He'd　been　sucked　into　Sam's　cult。　
He　hadn't　given　up　on　me　at　all；　I　realized　with　a　rush　of　feeling。　
I　let　my　truck　idle　in　front　of　my　house。　What　should　I　do？　I　weighed　the　
dangers　against　each　other。　
If　I　went　looking　for　Jacob；　I　risked　the　chance　of　Victoria　or　Laurent　
finding　me　with　him。　
If　I　didn't　go　after　him；　Sam　would　pull　him　deeper　into　his　frightening；　
pulsory　gang。　Maybe　it　would　
be　too　late　if　I　didn't　act　soon。　
It　had　been　a　week；　and　no　vampires　had　e　for　me　yet。　A　week　was　more　than　
enough　time　for　them　
to　have　returned；　so　I　must　not　be　a　priority。　Most　likely；　as　I'd　decided　
before；　they　would　e　for　me　
at　night。　The　chances　of　them　following　me　to　La　Push　were　much　lower　than　the　
chance　of　losing　Jacob　
to　Sam。　
It　was　worth　the　danger　of　the　secluded　forest　road。　This　was　no　idle　visit　to　
see　what　was　going　on。　I　
knew　what　was　going　on。　This　was　a　rescue　mission。　I　was　going　to　talk　to　
Jacob—kidnap　him　if　I　had　
to。　I'd　once　seen　a　PBS　show　on　deprogramming　the　brainwashed。　There　had　to　be　
some　kind　of　cure。　
I　decided　I'd　better　call　Charlie　first。　Maybe　whatever　was　going　on　down　in　
La　Push　was　something　the　
police　should　be　involved　in。　I　dashed　inside；　in　a　hurry　to　be　on　my　way。　
Charlie　answered　the　phone　it　the　station　himself。　
〃Chief　Swan。〃　
〃Dad；　it's　Bella。〃　
〃What's　wrong？'〃　
I　couldn't　argue　with　his　doomsday　assumption　this　time。　My　voice　was　shaking。　
〃I'm　worried　about　Jacob。〃　
〃Why？〃　he　asked；　surprised　by　the　unexpected　topic。　
〃I　think　I　think　something　weird　is　going　on　down　at　the　reservation。　Jacob　
told　me　about　some　strange　
stuff　happening　with　the　other　boys　his　age。　Now　he's　acting　the　same　way　and　
I'm　scared。〃　
〃What　kind　of　stuff？〃　He　used　his　professional；　police　business　voice。　That　
was　good；　he　was　taking　me　
seriously。　
〃First　he　was　scared；　and　then　he　was　avoiding　me；　and　now　I'm　afraid　he's　
part　of　that　bizarre　gang　
down　there；　Sam's　gang。　Sam　Uley's　gang。〃　
〃Sam　Uley？〃　Charlie　repeated；　surprised　again。　
〃Yes。〃　
Charlie's　voice　was　more　relaxed　when　he　answered。　〃I　think　you've　got　it　
wrong；　Bells。　Sam　Uley　is　a　
great　kid。　Well；　he's　a　man　now。　A　good　son。　You　should　hear　Billy　talk　about　
him。　He's　really　doing　
wonders　with　the　youth　on　the　reservation。　He's　the　one　who—〃　Charlie　broke　
off　mid…sentence；　and　I　
guessed　that　he　had　been　about　to　make　a　reference　to　the　night　I'd　gotten　
lost　in　the　woods。　I　moved　on　
quickly。　
〃Dad；　it's　not　like　that。　Jacob　was　scared　ofhim。〃　
〃Did　you　talk　to　Billy　about　this？〃　He　was　trying　to　soothe　me　now。　I'd　lost　
him　as　soon　as　I'd　mentioned　
Sam。　
〃Billy's　not　concerned。〃　
〃Well；　Bella；　then　I'm　sure　it's　okay。　Jacob's　a　kid；　he　was　probably　just　
messing　around。　I'm　sure　he's　
fine。　He　can't　spend　every　waking　minute　with　you；　after　all。〃　
〃This　isn't　about　me；〃　I　insisted；　but　the　battle　was　lost。　
〃I　don't　think　you　need　to　worry　about　this。　Let　Billy　take　care　of　Jacob。〃　
〃Charlie〃　My　voice　was　starting　to　sound　whiney。　
〃Bells；　I　got　a　lot　on　my　plate　right　now。　Two　tourists　have　gone　missing　off　
a　trail　outside　crescent　lake。〃　
There　was　an　anxious　edge　to　his　voice。　〃This　wolf　problem　is　getting　out　of　
hand。〃　
I　was　momentarily　distracted—stunned；　really—by　his　news。　There　was　no　way　
the　wolves　could　have　
survived　a　match…up　with　Laurent　
〃Are　you　sure　that's　what　happened　to　them？〃　I　asked。　
〃Afraid　so；　honey。　There　was—〃　He　hesitated。　〃There　were　tracks　again；　and　
some　blood　this　time。〃　
〃Oh！〃　It　must　not　have　e　to　a　confrontation；　then。　Laurent　must　have　simply　
outrun　the　wolves；　but　
why？　What　I'd　seen　in　the　meadow　just　got　stranger　and　stranger—more　
impossible　to　understand。　
〃Look；　I　really　have　to　go。　Don't　worry　about　Jake；　Bella。　I'm　sure　it's　
nothing。〃　
〃Fine；〃　I　said　curtly；　frustrated　as　his　words　reminded　me　of　the　more　urgent　
crisis　at　hand。　〃Bye。〃　I　hang　
up。　
I　stared　at　the　phone　for　a　long　minute。　What　the　hell；　I　decided。　
Billy　answered　after　two　rings。　
〃Hello？〃　
〃Hey；　Billy；〃　I　almost　growled。　I　tried　to　sound　more　friendly　as　I　continued。　
〃Can　I　talk　to　Jacob；　
please？〃　
〃Jake's　not　here。〃　
What　a　shock。　〃Do　you　know　where　he　is？〃　
〃He's　out　with　his　friends。〃　Billy's　voice　was　careful。　
〃Oh　yeah？　Anyone　I　know？　Quil？〃　I　could　tell　the　words　didn't　e　across　as　
casually　as　I'd　meant　
them　to。　
〃No；〃　Billy　said　slowly。　〃I　don't　think　he's　with　Quil　today。〃　
I　knew　better　than　to　mention　Sam's　name。　
〃Embry？〃　I　asked。　
Billy　seemed　happier　to　answer　this　one。　〃Yeah；　he's　with　Embry。〃　
That　was　enough　for　me。　Embry　was　one　of　them。　
〃Well；　have　him　call　me　when　he　gets　in；　all　right？〃　
〃Sure；　sure。　No　problem。〃　Click。　
〃See　you　soon；　Billy；〃　I　muttered　into　the　dead　phone。　
I　drove　to　La　Push　determined　to　wait。　I'd　sit　out　front　of　his　house　all　
night　if　I　had　to。　I'd　miss　school。　
The　boy　was　going　to　have　to　e　home　sometime；　and　when　he　did；　he　was　going　
to　have　to　talk　to　
me。　
My　mind　was　so　preoccupied　that　the　trip　I'd　been　terrified　of　making　seemed　
to　take　only　a　few　
seconds。　Before　I　was　expecting　it；　the　forest　began　to　thin；　and　I　knew　I　
would　soon　be　able　to　see　the　
first　little　houses　of　the　reservation。　
Walking　away；　along　the　left　side　of　the　road；　was　a　tall　boy　with　a　baseball　
cap。　
My　breath　caught　for　just　a　moment　in　my　throat；　hopeful　that　luck　was　with　me　
for　once；　and　I'd　
srumbled　across　Jacob　without　hardly　trying。　But　this　boy　was　too　wide；　and　
the　hair　was　short　under　the　
hat。　Even　from　behind；　I　was　sure　it　was　Quil；　though　he　looked　bigger　than　
the　last　time　I'd　seen　him。　
What　was　with　these　Quileute　boys？　Were　they　feeding　them　experimental　growth　
hormones？　
I　crossed　over　to　the　wrong　side　of　the　road　to　stop　next　to　him。　He　looked　up　
when　the　roar　of　my　
truck　approached。　
Quil's　expression　frightened　me　more　than　it　surprised　me。　His　face　was　bleak；　
brooding；　his　forehead　
creased　with　worry。　
〃Oh；　hey；　Bella；〃　he　greeted　me　dully。　
〃Hi；　Quil　Are　you　okay？〃　
He　stared　at　me　morosely。　〃Fine。〃　
〃Can　I　give　you　a　ride　somewhere？〃　I　offered。　
〃Sure；　I　guess；〃　he　mumbled。　He　shuffled　around　the　front　of　the　truck　and　
opened　the　passenger　door　to　
climbin。　
〃Where　to？〃　
〃My　house　is　on　the　north　side；　back　behind　the　store；〃　he　told　me。　
〃Have　you　seen　Jacob　today。〃　The　question　burst　from　me　almost　before　he'd　
finished　speaking。　
I　looked　at　Quil　eagerly；　waiting　for　his　answer。